Ampersand
by Kelly - K&W
There is a shape that reminds me of us...
A curve that leans, loops, gathers itself,
then reaches again.
In the curl of that little mark,
I found the room
I didn’t know I needed –
the way “and” stretches the walls of a life,
makes space without forcing anything out.
Along the journey of shifting my world
from the confines and limitations of “but”,
where doors clicked shut
and sentences ended too soon,
I turned toward exploring
the expansiveness and allowance of “and”.
A world of curiosity, compassion, and possibility –
a place where two seemingly opposing things
can live side by side.
The gentle language of
yes, this
&
also that.
It feels like the symbol was drawn for us:
your humor born from everything you’ve lived
&
my calm shaped by everything I’ve learned to hold,
your lens and unicorn eye for the shot
&
my words woven with truth and connection,
the life we’re living
&
the one unfolding quietly beneath it.
Love is the room we build between us –
your edges & my softness,
your rhythms & my grounded anchor,
our togetherness & our breathing room.
Some nights you close the door
to meet yourself in the quiet,
and I give the moment room to breathe.
Some nights I write in the stillness,
and you tell me it feels like home
when I curl into the warmth beside you.
We are learning the art of space,
of letting things breath in relation to each other -
how two whole lives
push the bounds of their edges,
lean into the uncomfortability,
and hold space
without retreating from the truth of who we are.
Because I am not unbreakable,
and you are not uncertain.
We meet in the middle –
your tenderness wrapped around my body
as if it’s perfect,
even when the scars
held together by duct tape and grit
quietly make themselves known.
Some nights the moon tugs at you,
pulling old tides to the surface.
Some nights my own shadows rise,
asking for gentleness,
and you meet them without hesitation.
Even this becomes an “and” –
your cycles & my softness,
my scars & your steady hands,
our inner weather & the clear sky we build between us.
Maybe that’s why this mark is our perfect symbol –
the ampersand,
the invitation,
the soft promise of more.
Not a destination.
Not a demand.
Just the ongoing story
of us –
the sentence still being written,
the steady promise of &.
Every day,
a new loop
in the line we’re drawing
together.